A Moment in Time
A moment in time
a simple sedating rhyme
The rhythm builds up
Another rhyme comes around.
The time soon arrives
For me to stop and think
To stop writing silly lines
and to start reminding myself…
to do the things I should
to remember what they are
to laugh and cry
to run and sigh
to talk it out to the wall
to yell until my voice is heard.
Music echoes through my skull
Remnant thoughts of long ago
float about in the ether of my soul
Pleasant ones, no doubt
no doubt
Angry and spiteful
I let out a shout.
I have to let it out.
The mirror of my soul
is lost to me
I thought I found it once
or three
But, alas, for little old me.
I hear some annoying laughter
so loud it penetrates my thoughts
why do they laugh so
why is it so loud
why can't they be quiet
so my thoughts can come outside?
The TV, it is funny
that you can see
The mighty TV is so damn funny
it's about as funny as can be
Laugh with me
Laugh for me
Laugh at me with me for me
Please just let me be.
A simple guitar lick licks my inner ear
It is a simple one
It's rather catchy I fear
With all haste
will radio waste
That little string of sounds
oh it's so sweet
Play it again
play it again
until my ears bleed guitar strings.
A detour in my thoughts
a vacation for the mind
I like to look at stars
I like to reach and see how far
they are beyond my reach.
They wink at me
I wink at them
Perhaps never to be seen again.
Lovers leap
Drunks drive fast
You never quite know
when it's your time at last.
A quick silent look
That says a million words
Just not the ones
you'd have liked to have heard.
I like you
I like you too
I thought you did
did what
like me too
screw you.
A screeching halt
Eyes on fire
They try to pierce one's soul
They reek of desire
To touch
nay, to hold
no wait, something more.
If only I truly did know.
I do,
but officially I don't.
I know what she has
I think I know what she wants.
The only major problem is
I don't feel
what I should.
I just want to be left alone.
Broken hearts
I've had my share
I guess it's time
for me to
admit I don't care.
But the moment in time
oh it has passed
For in passing it is
what time does best.
(Originally written 1998.12.07)